Monday, April 7, 2014

Day 182, more or less / April Fool's Day +4

Proximity
The big deals in life usually occur pretty close to home.  Things like "I woke up thinking about this" or "I had this idea in the shower" or "It was right there in front of me."  No one ever says "I had this great idea when I was in Hawaii" or "I wrote this wonderful poem/article/short story/book outline while we were in Paris...or at at major league sporting event or an Oscar winning/nominated film."

I think bad things happen like good things.  Sometimes it's something you've worked at, like the failure or success of a child because you are a bad or good parent.  Sometimes it's fate...something fell out of the sky and you happened to be at the connecting point.  Today I drove about 500 miles and the only near death experience I had was about two miles from home.  In the far past I wrote and edited "Minnesota Crash Facts" for the State Department of Public Health.  The experience today bears out the facts I wrote about 35 years ago.

A Second Perspective on Today's Drive
The following is my Facebook post summarizing the day's drive:

Driving safely to Chicago translates into 69 in a 65 zone to Madison, 75 in a 65 zone from Madison to Milwaukee and 80 or so in the 55~65 zone from Milwaukee to Chicago. The patrol seems focused on stopping Audi's, Mercdes's and BMW's traveling at 85+.

A Third Perspective on Today's Drive

the start...

the end...

Professional Work...
While sitting still or driving at 4MPH on I94 I had a productive conference call with a collaborator regarding IT knowledge sharing.  It's good and bad that he has taken a job but we've agreed our concept merits pursuit.

Still trying to work a collaborative effort w/ a former lean process improvement vendor, as well.

General Thought...
I need to write every day.  At the moment I'm sitting where my son wrote his PhD.  Perhaps he's left some writing Karma in the space.

Thursday, April 3, 2014

Day #180, more or less / April Fools +2

If you are going to fall on your face when abandoning your commitments it's probably a good idea to make it a major face-plant.  A person close to this experience said writing every day would be a challenge.  My every day has a lot of things that I do without failure...waking up at 3 or 4 AM and pondering what 7 AM will be like....eating...thinking this particular day will be different...spending a bit more time thinking about the things I'd like to do or need to do than I do on the things I'm actually doing...getting in a rut rather than out of one, etc., etc., etc.


Excuse #1

Dental work should not really be an excuse.  My regular dentist poked and prodded, asked if this hurt or if anything bothered me ( I mentioned the impending invasion of the Crimean peninsula by Russia) or if I felt this -100F cold thing she was pounding on my teeth.  Given my lack of response she said I had a big molar with resorption near the jaw line.  You can look it up if you want.  Not wanting to part with that tooth that had been with me for a long time I tested my dental insurance plan and got a 2nd and 3rd opinion and then I emailed xrays to two children of friends who were in dental school.  Apparently the sanctity of the jaw bone is big deal.  No one knows what resorption is caused by of if it spreads, but the tooth had to go and I guess I'll consider an out-of-pocket implant at some point.

Resorption is very common in cats.

This excuse covered at least two weeks of the past month.

Excuse #2

 Winter has as firm a grip on my life as it ever has.  The Norwegian 50% of me is resigned to life in a forever Zone 3, where nothing thaws, we eat caribou all the time and summer is a very brief period of thawing muskeg and caribou and dogsled poop.. 

It's APR 3 and we're getting 10-12" on top of a log of other snow that has not melted.  My better half just told me to go out and shovel so that I could get out tomorrow.  Why do I want to go out?

The spring of 2013 included some good snowfalls in May and I found this April Fool's day snow of 2009.  It's all expected.

The weather is not a good excuse.



Excuse #3

I've been working on writing my book(s).  This is a lie.  Other than a few Facebook and Twitter qwips I've been a creative writing slug.

Excuse #4

It's good to set goals.  I had about ten or fifteen goals.  Not reaching all of them is not a failure.  Even one of fifteen is good.  I've done that.

Excuse #5

Ten thirty-seven PM is not a good time to write.  My excuses are getting more lame and sentences shorter.  Tomorrow I will write (since I'm not shoveling any more this winter).

Sunday, March 2, 2014

Day 150 3/2/13 Never-ending winter

March can be a bit much in MN but you can be assured that the snow that falls will not last long and that the real cold was over a few weeks ago. At 10:21 AM it's -9F and going for -15F tonight.  With a 50% Norwegian heritage I'm genetically conditioned to respond to all of this with "that's the way it is" or as my half-baked Lutheran Norwegian relatives would say "God has a plan."  Last year it snowed in May.  We have about three feet on the ground and it's 6+ feet high in the plow piles.

Typically all this snow insulates the ground a bit which is good.  Septic systems are less likely to freeze which results in a temporary Satellite unit in your front yard and neighbors timing your bladder and bowel control.  This year the water lines from the main in the street to the houses are freezing.  The pipes freeze under the street where there is no snow cover.  Everyone is taking the temperature of their cold water.  Ours is 40.5F coming out of the tap which means it's about to freeze under the street.  The city fathers and mothers have recommended that if your cold water is less than 41F just let it run until April.  Apparently the frost is about eight feet down and perhaps further under the streets.  Even in a more temperate year you can find frost in May.  On the upside it will be a shorter summer with fewer ticks and mosquitos.

Work Stuff...
Recently I came across this innovative writer/artist Austin Kleon who has written several thought-provoking books on shameless self-promotion.  While they are focused on the more creative side of the workforce much is relevant for the corporate climber, as well.  After all, we're all just making stuff up all the time and stealing (borrowing) from others.

Austin recommends creating your own online persona that survives the trends.  Facebook is projected to be a dead app by 2017 according to my son.  Austin comments that no one remembers MySpace.  I created my first online presence almost a decade ago but I think life got in the way of leveraging this but clearly the idea was right and it was early enough.  During my 27-year gig it is clear that for many of the technical and process innovations that I implemented and attempted to implement that I was far too ahead of the curve.  Today they are still trying to implement ideas I pitched almost a decade ago to deaf ears.

My better half has convinced me to watch Shark Tank where entrepreneurs pitch their ideas to a panel of very successful investors who choose or choose not to invest.  The comments from the panel can be quite entertaining.  The more annoying panelist, Kevn O'Leary, is quick to discount the pitchmen when they question his offers with the quick qwip "you are dead to me."  I wish I'd been more outspoken during the 27-year gig and used that line.  It may have caused me to move on more quickly but you can't play country western for a jazz crowd.  Finding the right venue is paramount.  Austin Kleon pitches that notion of creating your own crowd online.  I've been a bit hung up on business the old fashioned way, not that I don't think brick and mortar to be more or less dead, but that you work in a context, a company or an organization comprised of people that come together for whatever reason and then you make plans from ideas and strategic opportunities.  Unfortunately you spend all your time educating people who might be riding the short bus and you suffer from the money-changers controlling strategy.  Austin Kleon is correct.

I follow another blog written by a guy in the Pacific Northwest who is a farmer and a writer.  While certainly he's attached to the land and the traditional farming paradigm and while there are strong movements within agriculture for healthier and better land-conservation methods he's facing the monetary reality of really big agriculture.  A recent post talked about the importance of sharing thoughts and feedback from the geographically dispersed rather than the locals.  Writing about farming, his approach to farming, might be are more rewarding and profitable direction.  One of my employees once embarked on a big landscaping project which was a disaster, including him rolling the Bobcat, getting a third-degree burn, etc. At the point he hired a real landscaper we discussed the importance of doing what you are good at.  You can poke around at the other stuff for fun, etc., but leverage the your core good skills.

I'm good at certain organizational challenges but I'm much better at seeing their opportunities and the parts that need repair.  That's the disconnect.  Organizations, regardless of what they say, do not want to change, or they are simply incapable of rapid change.  As individuals we have the same problem.  I'd like to move away from this snow and ice but I'm burdened by stuff and real estate.  Were it as simple as walking away I'd leave in an hour.  So now I'm almost one-half year into this change.  This journey is starting to come into much clearer focus.

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Day #145 2/25/14

A New Approach...
"Send me your acct #. I am a Nigerian Prince forced out by rebel forces. I have $20,000,000 American dollars in my pants and will send it to you. Please save me and my family. We like America, especially the NFL. "

I've asked a few bloggers about the success of monetizing their blogs.  The best advice came from The Lazy Farmer who indicated that no one reads his blog and he probably messed up the monetization.  He's pretty insightful with a welder and a 3 lb hammer.  Often we need to determine how to use the tools with which we have skill to solve our problems.  As a recently unemployed C-level executive I have few skills other than talking, doing strategic planning and "making tough decisions."  Thinking differently I realize that I have a lot of tools and ideas, all of which I could apply to blog monetization:
  • A microphone.  I could speak extemporaneously for a long, long time.
  • A few markers or cans of spray paint and a blank wall (or Visio 2010) so I could put a process map together.
  • One of my many chainsaws (or an excuse to buy another).
  • Inkscape.
  • Humor.  Preferably with some really pruney (sp? prunnie? pruny?) people.
  • Just making stuff up.  My father's father had a great sense of dry humor and I think he just made up stories that he enjoyed.  I like that.  
"Send me your Blogger user name and password.  I am a Nigerian Prince forced out by rebel forces.  I used to have $20,000,000 in my pants which I accumulated while helping monetize blogs.  If I monetize a few more, my family and I, who live in a shipping container, will pay off the Somali pirates and move to America where we can the life of great Americans like the Democrats, Republicans and the NFL."

Practical Issues...
2/24/14  More snow removal.  Fortunately my neighbor had the 7' drifts.  I topped out at 4'.  The newer snowblower is making some weird noise.  I'll thaw it out and see if that solves the noise issues.  Once again the -5F reminded me of my decision to purchase the blower w/o heated handles.

2/23/14  Digging out of a 27-year backlog of paperwork.  Found two un-cashed checks, one from 2008 and one from 2007.  The companies were pleasant about re-issuing them. Getting ready for taxes.

Watched the "Bachelor" with my wife.  I need to have a South American accent.  My wife asked me when I was going to be on the bachelor.  My response was that I lacked a South American accent and that I'd be better on  a TV show where I either 1) killed bad people or 2) drove people crazy.  It was unnerving that she agreed with that assessment.

Networking...
Dialogues scheduled for this week. 

Saturday, February 22, 2014

Day #142 2/22/14 That went fast

Extended Excuse
After about three weeks of a head cold, sinus issue, coughing, drugs, fever, fatigue, etc., I believe that I am almost recovered.  The three week illness is my excuse for missing about twenty-five daily posts.  As a former executive it's well within my abilities to let a three week excuse cover twenty-five days.

Midwest Weather
Earlier this week I spent two days removing roof snow and ice and blowing snow.  Upon completion we received another 12" of precipitation, first as rain, then freezing rain, followed by wet snow, dry snow and three days of winds.  Areas south of here had seven-foot drifts.  Our 'up north' place had comparable weather and I'm headed out SUN or MON to do battle with that mess.

Job Pursuit
The large commercial construction gig is a moot point.  They're looking outside the industry for their new IT person.  There is another consolidated firm that is implementing an Oracle ERP solution and I have good connections there so will pursuit a contract option.

Networking
There were several conversations about a collaborative online forum for construction industry IT executives but this fell apart during my three-week absence.  This week I'll reconvene that group.

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

#118 Lost Time

1/29/2014 unrecoverable lost day
1/30/2014 unrecoverable lost day
1/31/2014 unrecoverable lost day
2/1/2014   unrecoverable lost day
2/2/2014   unrecoverable lost day
2/3/2014   unrecoverable lost day
2/4/2014   unrecoverable lost day

Excuses

  • small business demands
  • ill spouse
  • ill me
  • Helping Putin get ready for the Olympics
  • Propane shortage
  • PR for Governor Christy
  • Never-ending snowfall
  • Twitter compulsion
Networking

Two days ago I had lunch with my former (long-term) boss and company owner at Matt's Bar in South Minneapolis.  They're famous for the Juicy Lucy burger which contains about a pound of hot, melted, oozing and squirting cheese.  Normally a shower and clear clothes are required post-dining.  I don't have a job so wore jeans and a black shirt and left looking no worse than on arrival.

Conversation was about opportunities and challenges in the AEC industry and each of our pastimes (car racing and 'up north' activities).  Interestingly the front page article in the Tribune was about workers over 60 who really have little chance of finding employment.  The unemployment rate for people over 60 is the highest it's been in 25 years.  Jobs require diligence and networking.  Many are simply giving up of taking 'bridge' jobs to get them to Social Security.

Pursuit
I did communicate with the headhunter who has the exclusive listing for one of the two commercial construction firms that I would consider.  Each of the previous CIOs were from outside the industry, one coming from an oil refinery who had some success and some bad timing on major initiatives.  The second worked for a software firm and was responsible for customer support.  His tenure was much shorter at five years.  He was widely known in the IT construction world but marked with fewer successes.

While there was no encouragement to pursue this I do know a number of people at that organization and will probably work around the headhunter a bit.

Professional Skills & Growth

  • wrote an outline of an article on e-discovery in the cloud/converged network world
  • re-built a Windows PC and a Fedora Linux PC...this is not something that I would ever do but one has to understand the challenges of the people that do
  • revisiting open-source options
  • checked out a Warehouse District cloud storage company...might be a good option for a bridge job
  • going to revisit the Google Apps company that ignored me

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Day #117 1/28/2014 Actual Work

Networking:

  1. Had followup conversation with another consultant regarding our networking project for IT professionals in the commercial construction industry.  We missed our meeting yesterday because my phone was without a charge at -20F and he was jackhammering the floor out of his house.
  2. Reached out to only one of the two commercial construction firms in North America that I have any interest in working for.
  3. Spoke with a former vendor/contractor regarding CIO positions in the metro area.
Small Business
  1. Finalized the second large accounting issue on the table.
  2. Worked on inventory and order fulfillment issues.
  3. Putting framework around six-month strategy.
Real Estate Rennovation:
  1. Bought a new trash can for demolition on closeout for $15.00 (regularly $29.00).
  2. Bought shims for door installation.
  3. Pulled out some old carpet
  4. This a very exciting (not) project.
Reading, Writing & Media:

Unfortunately, I've been really busy, drinking too much caffeine and watching too much online stuff rather than reading.  On the upside of that I did appreciate the internet which allowed me to re-enjoy the Pete Seeger catalog today.  Somewhere in the unclear past I did see him in person at least twice.  As time passes It's 11:23 PM.  We're sitting in the family room.  Charlie Rose is on the TV.  I have my headphones on and am listening to The Best Radio You Have Never Heard and the TV and my wife.  Both of us have been typing for at least an hour.  I'm trying to remember the world before personal computers and the internet.  At 63 I remember life before television.  People used to talk and read books.

A Final Word on Careers:
I am one halfway through my sabbatical of working with LHH to find a new gig.  In two weeks I'll make a decision if I re-start that process in March or April.  All is good.